What you are about to read is my special life changing experience.
From what I've found in my search for information not everyone has the same experience with a Near Death.
There are the classic NDE's and then the other ones.
Mine is one of the other ones.
In February of 1998 I was very ill with phnemonia. As I was recovering from this illness I experienced a leaking of a clear thin fluid from my nose. Well as you have read that was a CSF leak and needed emergency surgery.
The surgen told me that I should not be alive, due to an open area being exposed to infection for over four weeks.
They put me in the emergency rooms right away with heavey antibiotics to be sure that I had a chance. Later that day I was moved to a regular room.
At about 10:30 pm that night the nurses were with me preping me for surgery.
I was not feeling very well and told the nurse who was taking a blood sample "I think I'm going somewhere" she said I have not lost anyone yet I replyed with "well you have now"
Then I was gone. I was instantly in a place where I felt very warm and comforted.
It was so bright, I could hardly see around me at first I was surrounded in a circle by what I now call Light Beings. These beings never spoke to me that I know of and I didn't know them. But I was not afraid. They were dressed in full white robes with hoods. They had bright light instead of a face. They just stood all around me. I felt that I was playing ring around the rosy lol
As I looked up I could see my Dad who passed over in 1991.
The feeling of Love was overwhelming and wonderful!
I waived at my Dad, and was so happy to see him! I tried to move forward, wanting to go see and be with him.
As I moved to go between two of the light beings, one put their arm up to block me. I didn't have to be told I was not permitted to go over there and inwardly I understood.
At that moment I was instantly back in the hospital bed.
The nurses were all around me, I had my arms out stretched yelling OH God! over and over again. I remember hearing one nurse to my left saying "ok we have her back" "blood presrue is back"and "color is returning"
At that moment I have never in my life felt such fear and agony
I know I was somewhere other than my body. I know that what I experienced was very real.
This experience of seeing my Dad and being in a place other than my body has changed my life. I do now know, that there is another place after the death of this body.
Since that experiencee in my life, many interesting things have happend. I was instilled with a drive to learn more! It was unstopable In this process I began to experience an opening of my spirit. As I develop in this journey I will always remember that Love needs to be spread throughout the world.
